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Jolie Laide

by Jolie Laide

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1.
Back to the West Where everyone’s young we’ll have nothing to do but get high and ride into the sun I’ve been away so long swallowing coal and dung spitting out useless things to keep but when I’m asleep and dreaming so deep It takes me back Back their ways keeping everything light Just don’t make it safe I’m ready to die I’m lighting a fire and I’m calling it destiny There isn’t a right and there isn’t a wrong way for me I’m finding my way back Pacific coast highway is my way home Where is the bed The bed I once owned filthy and red beaten and torn apart of my seams I’m ready to fly I’m one with the world I’m one as I die woe woe woe is me Pacific coast highway’s my way home
2.
Come and see what we can do for each other Move from town to town and soon we’ll discover What we’ll give and what we’ll take We can keep going on and on We’re two of a kind and there is no other We’ll trick them with bait and take all what they can offer And for an escape we’ll take a swim in the water clean ourselves before we say goodbye I’ll never get tired living this way if I’m living with you Running from fires until we’re in the clear clear out of view I want to make sure that you love me as I I love you making our way and I don’t care who you might love too Let’s go to Nevada maybe Summerland North Lone Mountain Nevada and the desert shore grifting through the night The days seem long but we know the places to run The fires burn strong whenever we’re left on our own We’ve got something special here something that moves us along I’ll never be worried with you We’ve got horses to ride I’ll never get tired living this way if I’m living with you Running from fires until we’re in the clear clear out of view I want to make sure that you love me as I I love you making our way and I don’t care who you might love too Let’s go to Nevada maybe Summerland North Lone Mountain Nevada and the desert shore grifting through the night
3.
I fell asleep and woke up in the wrong broken bed I looked around and found stains from my own bleeding head It’s a shame you went away when you did I don’t care now I don’t care where I’m going now I don’t know how but I would be here anyway I haven’t you to blame I’m my own mess Passed out my buttons undone on the wrong train woke up with cuts on my lip during my loaded dreams I don’t care now I don’t know where I’m going now If I crawl back where I came from I could look up see the skylight maybe would try a new kind of high-life when I get there I look back all I see is nowhere Too old to bear and too young to care I don’t know how but I would be here anyway
4.
Why I Drink 02:17
I say we’re in for a long night stay Drinking us thin ’til we both fade away I’m fine to never think Dance until we sink into a dreamy scenic view Why Why Why can’t I swallow just a bit more Why Why Why won’t this pain fall back in the floor I don’t want to die just yet I keep the shades shut for another sick day No one can fill this dark hole it just stays and stays This is why I drink driving through the mud It’s all I know how to be Why Why Why can’t I swallow just a bit more Why Why Why won’t this pain fall back in the floor I don’t want to die just yet
5.
We’re driving so fast down the highway Going down through the dust of the city Into the shimmer of the urban lights We’re doing fine got the top down California wind through your dark hair Lean back arms high we’ve got no cares The radio plays everything we want to hear We’ve got everything but money it won’t slow us down at all Old joy wanting for nothing We’ve got nothing Old joy wanting for nothing but good weather But everything feels so unbridled and flowing We’ll never slow down We’re on a winning streak we’ll work it some way We’ve everything between us Do it my way and they won’t even know We’ll have to hide away until we’re ready to go I feel like something’s going to happen and it’s going to be gold We’re never going to get old Old joy wanting for nothing We’ve got nothing Old joy wanting for nothing but good weather But everything feels so unbridled and flowing We’ll never slow down We’re on a winning streak we’ll work it some way We’ve everything between us
6.
My Darling 02:25
I know you well I’ve got plenty to tell A reminder of all you’ll regret I enjoy your pain I am no good saint I will throw you out into the cold wet bank My darling you’re a liar about everything My darling don’t think I won’t take back my ring Your face feels cold and it’s white as the snow That falls on your lashes so sweet I’ll leave you here in the thicket in despair moaning with the wind My darling take me back to the house where I live My darling don’t leave me alone in this ditch I enjoy your pain as I take back my ring and watch the final cloud of breath
7.
Tell me if I like it You’ve got a way of changing my own mind And then I say fuck it I’m just confused just to think for myself now I know what you want From all of us here we’re making you feel good It’s all made up It’s just made up It’s just a thing to believe in We’re always looking up at you You make us feel we know things too We want to be as close to you in every way We want to be as close to you in every way We lay down as prey You poetry is true enough We’re losing in your universe I don’t mind telling you what’s going on Still I’m locked in everything else is gone I don’t belong but I’m not strong To stop and think where to go and how We’re always looking up at you You make us feel we know things too We want to be as close to you in every way I’d like to be outside and out of view Enlightened and infused with all you say and do And I don’t care what’s false or true I’m chasing some good You poetry is true enough We’re losing in your universe
8.
Stick the needle pull the crimson in Push the plunger see who wins this round And if you do lie back and you will spin The weather wraps you safe from all the others Outside you walk alone on top of the water Your isolation tank is like a bubble You touch and speak as if you were double You look down on yourself the view is skewed and lovely My isolated view My isolated view right here
9.
Blue as Blue 04:03
You come around with a gun Blue as blue coldest eyes as tears run free you’ve got a gift you hand to me Don’t don’t keep it all just to yourself don’t you know I’m just like you It’s you and me Just you and me Why do we pull the trigger to each other’s chest Soon to be dead as we watch our last breath You ask what’s wrong There’s nothing wrong that we don’t know It’s all the same round and round so very wrong Don’t don’t keep it all just to yourself don’t you know I’m just like you it’s you and me Just you and me I’m with the plan Let’s take the shot it’s time we go Onto the floor straight through the moon just don’t let go Just like the dream we’ll go away Just you and me if you keep close to me Then this is how we go beyond what we can know Sometimes love just goes this way A passing thought A love that’s lost Sometimes love just goes this way A passing thought A love that’s lost

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Jolie Laide’s debut album features songs that seem rooted in place, evoking classic California ballads, desert dirges and a cinematic sound that could easily be pulled from the score of a Leone or Lynch film. Arising from the collaboration of Nina Nastasia and Jeff MacLeod, Jolie Laide flirts with all of these elements, from moment to moment and song to song, floating in an ether of their band’s own creation.

The path the band took to arrive here arose from a chance encounter at indie legend Steve Albini’s studio. Jeff MacLeod was recording an album as a member of the critically acclaimed band The Cape May. Nastasia, whose entire discography had been produced by Albini, was next in line for the studio and arrived as MacLeod and his bandmates were finishing. A night of commiserating over cheap mezcal and scotch in the studio led to a fast friendship and mutual respect and at the suggestion of Albini eventually found The Cape May act as Nastasia’s touring band on a North American and then European tour.

Nastasia had carved out a critically acclaimed niche throughout the ‘90s and early aughts as a singular singer-songwriter with an uncompromising indie ethos. But after having developed a devoted fanbase that included notable (and fervent) supporters such as John Peel, Nastasia seemingly vanished. Her long-time relationship with artist Kennen Gudjonsson had begun to envelop her – an artistic and romantic partnership that had descended over the years into control and emotional abuse by Gudjonsson as he battled mental illness. Nastasia retreated into herself and her partner, trying to find solutions to repair the personal and artistic relationship she valued so much. Recognizing the relationship was irrevocably broken, she ended it. Tragically, Gudjonsson died by suicide immediately afterwards. In the aftermath, Nastasia and MacLeod shared in the loss, and as Nastasia emerged from this darkness, eventually asked MacLeod if he could offer her some songs she could work on—"something, anything” to distract her.

It is apt that in Jolie Laide’s world, there are no easy answers. Songs trail off rather than close with a bang; they sometimes seem to be dragging themselves forward through the dark, with brief breaks of light punctuating the weightiness of their sound and the onus borne by the characters – and often, intimately, of Nastasia herself – painted in the lyrics. The line between fiction and the deeply personal is often blurred, as Nastasia and MacLeod wrote the songs amid the grief, pain and conflicted emotions that arose from Gudjonsson’s death.

Perhaps this atmosphere was achieved in part by the making of the album. As with so much music created mid-pandemic, amid lockdowns and travel restrictions, the songs emerged from home recordings exchanged back and forth between MacLeod and Nastasia. MacLeod provided the skeletons of the songs, sending them off to Nastasia who added vocal melodies until the fully formed songs emerged. The songs remain skeletal at times, refreshingly so—melodies confident and clear--nothing overwrought, fleshed out with reverb drenched guitars and hauntingly harmonized vocals.

The album is undeniably cinematic. Opening track “Pacific Coast Highway” sounds immediately familiar, with arpeggiated guitar that recalls sunny ‘50s pop, and indeed, Nastasia opens singing ‘Back to the west/where everyone’s young/we’ll have nothing to do but get high and ride into the sun.’ On the earworm “Move Away Towns,” Nastasia imagines a thrilling, on the run lifestyle with a romantic partner: “I’ll never get tired living this way if I’m living with you. Running from fires ‘till we’re in the clear, clear out of view. I want to make sure that you love me as I love you. Making our way and I don’t care who you might love too.” The hook-laden “Death of Money” seems to be a continuation on this theme—a sister song in story and feel. But after these brief moments that seem to set up an album of west coast dreaminess and us-against-the-world true romance, the songs dive into a sun-baked desert landscape of loss, betrayal, doubt and tragedy. ‘Drinking us thin/’till we both fade away’ Nastasia pines in her grief on “Why I Drink.” These themes, starkly and vividly explored throughout the album, are handled with a deftness that rarely seen in the most seasoned bands, let alone on a debut album. As the album arcs to its conclusion, closing track, “Blue as Blue,” -- fit for the scene of a dusty western dual at dawn, has Nastasia resignedly singing that ‘Sometimes love just goes this way’. Whether this arc marks her own personal acceptance, or one of a character, Jolie’s Laide’s debut is immediately striking, and repeated listens only deepens the incredible intimacy, depth and shambling precision of an album as enveloping as it is piercing.
--Derek Mcewen

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released November 17, 2023

Nina Nastasia: Vocals, Acoustic Guitar
Jeff Macleod: Guitar, Drums, Bass, Organ, Backing Vocals
Clinton St. John: Backing Vocals

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Arising from the collaboration of Nina Nastasia and Jeff MacLeod, Jolie Laide’s debut album features songs that seem rooted in place, evoking classic California ballads, desert dirges and a cinematic sound that could easily be pulled from the score of a Leone or Lynch film. ... more

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